Psychopath and Narcissist Survivors Support Group

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Excerpts from Help I'm in Love with a Narcissist
by Steven Carter and Julia Sokol
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1590770773/sr=8-1/qid=1148683773/ref=pd_bbs_1/104-0388130-7135916?%5Fencoding=UTF8

Why breaking up with a Narcissist is especially difficult:
You never really understand what happened or why it didn’t work; you lack a sense of closure......
Relationships with narcissists tend to be more about promise and potential than they are about the kind of real stuff that happens between two people who are trying to forge a working connection. Men and women who have been in love with narcissists often say that they feel as though their relationship’s never played through; they say that they don’t believe the relationship had run its course. Instead it almost feels as though the relationship was just getting started and needed only the slightest push to get off the ground and soar. That push never seemed to happen. A common statement we have heard is “We could have had such a great relationship if only....”

Relationships with narcissists rarely reach the plateau where a couple is arguing about anything real. When people argue with their narcissistic partners, they are usually complaining about behaviour that is primarily reflecting the narcissist’s unwillingness to be in a real relationship.

Splitting up with a narcissist is particularly difficult because the relationship you were promised never happened, and you don’t know why. Since you never feel as though you shared a real relationship, how can you understand what did or didn’t take place? Trying to get explanations from narcissists can be an incredibly frustrating endeavour. Even in their break-ups, narcissists tend to be unwilling to give any sense of closure. They are typically unwilling or unable to explain what happened because they don’t understand it, either. They also don’t understand your discomfort in not having any real answers, nor do they want to.

You don’t understand why your partner refuses to do anything to save the relationship.
You know there is a lot of good stuff between you and your partner, so why won’t your partner go with you to a therapist or counsellor? Why won’t your partner work with you to resolve your difficulties?
You may hope that if you could get your partner into a therapists office there would be a positive outcome. You might think that if somebody other than you explained the situation, your partner would have an “Aha” moment of clarity and understanding. Under these circumstances, perhaps you and your partner would be able to communicate and find ways to smooth out your problems. But for the most part nothing you say and nothing you do seems to get your partner into a therapist’s office; or if your partner does agree to making an appointment, chances are that he/she will go for one or two sessions and then find something wrong with the process or the therapist. In a few rare instances, the narcissist will consult a therapist but will somehow manage to sabotage the entire process.

Typically narcissists don’t think they have a problem, that’s why they don’t want to visit counsellors or therapists. They don’t want to work or fix their relationships because they don’t want things to be different. they want to stay in that space that that allows them to live in fantasy-land and swing from idealization to de-idealization.

Many narcissists always have at least one foot out of the door of any relationship they are in, and they don’t want anyone to call them on their behaviour. They don’t want to be held accountable. They don’t want reality or a realistic process such as therapy or counselling to interfere with their way of operating. This is usually more important to them than any relationship.

You can’t figure out why your partner seems angry at you.
She’s the one who cheated. He’s the one who lied. She’s the one who left you sitting at the airport for six hours. He’s the one who borrowed money to buy a new car and then wouldn’t return either the car or the money. Why are these totally selfish self-involved people angry at you? Most likely you have touched a nerve that your partner didn’t want touched.

When you get too close to a narcissist, you run the risk of touching the rage they feel coming from their essential narcissistic injury. It’s also a good idea to remember that narcissists don’t take responsibility. They always have a way of justifying their behaviour and blaming the other person. If your partner was unfaithful for example, he/she may blame you for not stopping them or for not having been available on the night that they met the new person. A narcissist is fully capable of saying something like, “Is it my fault that you were home taking care of the new baby on the night I went to that party? I was feeling alone and neglected”.
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Nothing is easier than to denounce the evildoer;
nothing is more difficult than to understand him.
Fyodor Dostoevsky