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I am set free..yet in so much pain

 
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toni1128



Joined: 20 Jun 2008
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PostPosted: Tue Jun 24, 2008 1:30 am    Post subject: I am set free..yet in so much pain Reply with quote

I left my narcissist 1 year ago..and still the pain i feel is so much. My spirit is gone and it's so hard to go on..i cry everyday and i pray for strength. I look in the mirror and i don't see me anymore..how could a man be so evil? he lacked empathy~my heart has been torn out..and i want LIFE put back in me. I now suffer from PTSD and I'm taking one breath at a time. I do not wish this kind of pain for anyone. I often think of death but I have to live for my daughter. I'm trying not to isolate..i want my sanity back..i feel so sad for his next victim. Toni
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Cookie2



Joined: 28 Feb 2007
Posts: 1403

PostPosted: Tue Jun 24, 2008 1:46 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Welcome Toni.......YOU need to take care of YOU right now....not worry about his next victim of which you can do nothing to stop anyways......You have a child who needs you and loves you and needs to have you in decent shape so they can grow up in decent shape.......Get busy with life Toni........think about what you want to do and then DO IT......It will help the time pass.....will make this time easier on you.....Many of us have been where you are and thought of suicide.......I've yet to meet a psychopath/narcissist whos worth it.........Have you read all the great info on the board? Extreemly helpfull......Post as often as you possibly can too....it helps......vent or ask questions......were here to support you.......
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knoxy



Joined: 24 Jul 2007
Posts: 1050

PostPosted: Tue Jun 24, 2008 4:02 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Hi Toni.

It will be a year for me Friday. I'm moving on more and more every day - you can too.

We're here to help you.

I'm glad you are hanging in there for your daughter. You can get out of the hole - we'll give you the tools. There are SO many resources on this board.

Lots of veterans here too.

We can help. Please keep posting.

xoxo
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