Psychopath and Narcissist Survivors Support Group

DebsUK · Joined: 18 Feb 2007 Posts: 11 Location: Guess!!!!! :)

I wrote this and other poems after 1year of NC...it's now almost 2 yrs of NC and i've been with my wonderful NON N for almost one year now and very happy..I ca't imagine how I was so addicted so such an awful person...Femfree and Tammy really helped me thru and sent my emails when I was at my lowest..I am totally recovered and much more wise now.

ONE YEAR ON

The times it passed..although so slow
the pain remained..I just couldn't let go
the dream..the man..I loved so much
I was addicted to his every touch

Then,.. one day..something changed
I didn't feel that intense pain
times a great healer you all have said
but all I felt was nearly dead

I know when I think of my past life
I than k god I didn't become his wife
I see now..through clear brown eyes
that everything he said was just a lie

My world is mine
my thoughts are clear
and I never have to bend my ear
to his evil tongue that made me cry
and I never have to say oh why!

This is a message
to everyone here
he's just not worth all your tears

believe in yourself
and get out and run
don't let your kids lose the fun
of growing up with safety and peace
it's what they deserve at the very least
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Debs Smile

"Normal rules of conduct don't apply with N's and P's"

Nolongerhisvictim · Joined: 10 Feb 2007 Posts: 1380

Debs,
Your poem is wonderful! I so could feel your pain...I could relate to

The times it passed..although so slow
the pain remained..I just couldn't let go
the dream..the man..I loved so much
I was addicted to his every touch

I so struggled with this...the love in my heart that wouldn't die despite what he did to me...It's hard to wrap your head around the contadictions of a P!

Take care,

NLHV
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NLHV