Psychopath and Narcissist Survivors Support Group

Zeemanfree · Joined: 09 Dec 2007 Posts: 47 Location: Connecticut U.S.

I love you, but I'll never love you again.
I miss you, but I'll never see you again.
I long for you, but now I know it's for nothing,
because I long for what I never had.
I dream of you, the you I met, the you I loved, the you I lost.
but it never really was you.
It was a perfect love I dreamt of, a glimmer in my mind,
a snapshot frozen in a beautiful moment in time,
that I went back to when things were bad.
I never knew who "you" was...until I found out who I really had.
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There is no companion as companionable as solitude. - Thoreau

Theresa13 · Joined: 16 Feb 2007 Posts: 1547 Location: , Ontario

Nice stuff Zee, I really like it................isn't it just the best thing ever to be able to express yourself and know that it's a healing thing going on.................WHAT A GIFT TO BE SURE.......Thanks, Theresa
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I've given my memoirs far more thought than any of my marriages. You can't divorce a book.

mikey#1 · Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 2:18 pm Post subject:

Zeemanfree,

I love your poem! It says how I have felt so many times since the break up with my P. I loved a man that never existed. I longed for the very beginning when it was so perfect. I know now that was a dream… my perfect love never existed. I will always remember the beginning, the dreams I had, and how the man I loved shattered them. Yeah, we think we struck it rich and then mask falls off and we realize what we are stuck with a living nightmare not a dream.

I wish you well and hope you have a Merry Christmas.

Mikey#1