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Sm33's question about D&D

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Sm33's question about D&D

Postby knoxy on Fri Nov 06, 2009 8:10 pm

sm33 wrote:KNOXY- i wanted to ask you something , sorry for interuppting the thread...i was always curious to know what my exN never does anything , like no contact or anything. does that mean that he isnt the typical textbook N or does it just mean he had things to replace me for now or know that i want something more and tha the cant give it to me. I feel that he will nevre contact me ever again. And i know that is good, but i was just curious with that part cause it seems its very rare with N;s thanks Knoxy, hope that makes sense.


I started a new thread so we don't hijack the other one. :)

I am not an expert - just what I've read, learned here and experienced. Some N's do a true D&D and don't contact for years - only to rear their head at an unexpected time. Some disappear forever. Most seem to poke in every now and again - mostly when we're happy and moving on.

I didn't have D&D with mine. He was cheating and I changed the locks on him. Weeks thereafter, the whole thing exploded and I learned the truth about the multiple women, lies about money, lies about pretty much everything ever feasible - 100% covertly. I dumped him and never looked back again. He tried to contact me several times. All the while, telling the OW he loved her and wasn't trying to contact me. He begged to come back when I let him go - of course, he denied it all to her.

The last contact was 11/2007. I had to keep contact for a few months per my lawyer as he owed me a great deal of money and the lawyer wanted a paper trail showing my attempts to collect a debt. The lawyer attempted 100% contact go through him - the exN had nothing to do with that. Hence, I blocked all forms of contact. To this day, he cannot reach me. I know my lack of response drives him nuts - and good.

The thing is, you never know. You don't know 100% sure if he will or won't contact you. You can assume by using logic, but then you are "normalizing him" and assuming he thinks logically. If he's disordered, there is no logic. You can't bank on anything. SO this is why I personally think it's best, whenever possible, to just cut off all forms of contact. What does it hurt to do so?

Many people don't because they either think they don't need to - or they aren't ready to kill the chance of contact again...
Whenever evil befalls us, we ought to ask ourselves, after the first suffering, how we can turn it into good. So shall we take occasion, from one bitter root, to raise perhaps many flowers. ~ Leigh Hunt
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Re: Sm33's question about D&D

Postby sm33 on Fri Nov 06, 2009 8:47 pm

Thanks so much Knoxy, I guess i never do know and i should just focus on what i do know, and that is that NC is the only thing that works. I def wont try anything else from now on. I guess its easy to normalize when things just dont make sense. i never got any closure, no phone call no nothing. just some nice text after i begged him for us to end properly and talk about it, its been 3 months since ive seem him and over 2 months since the last text. thats over 10 yrs of knowing him and almost 7 years off and one of dating and that is how it ended. it was him who backed off but he kept me in limbo so finally i just kept bugging him for more and for ansers , andhe thought he could just be nice and think i would just stick around. so i did end things but he left long before really. i guess N do punish too so i know him not contacting me at all or providing answers or closure was his way of doing htat. im sorry for what you went trhough with you N. you have helped so many on this board so you truly turned something bad into somethign good. i guess i should stop trying to analyze that part and realize that is abnormal behavior and that is enough to know that he desreve NC for the rest of my life, that is if he even does contact, and it he doesnt that is better i think anyway. i cant get closure or base my self worth on him N or not. thanks knoxy i guess i needing understanding and to be reminded of the truth.
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Re: Sm33's question about D&D

Postby knoxy on Fri Nov 06, 2009 10:27 pm

Thanks sweetie.

Just remember that he's not normal if he's disordered. It's called disordered for a reason! And honestly, operate as if he could come back - in a very bad way - protect yourself and work on you. The rest will come.

I'm sorry for how he ended things. Never any closure with that one. What a horrible human being. :(

Work on you. I'll work on me. And we'll get through all of this and more.

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