Psychopath and Narcissist Survivors Support Group

Warrior

My life is filled with everlasting pain and adventure.
Sorrows layed across my path for me to endure
On watch because I never know what will happen next
Expecting the worst but always hoping for the best

Nuggets of life are handed to me to savor
With an abundance of diversity and flavor
Roads traveled and explored with anticipation
Carefully observed but without any hesitations

Music to excite my emotions and feelings
Sounds of ambience or energetic pulsings
Arousing my senses to the point of expression
Giving release to all my cares and inhibition

Beauty embraced in the bossom of nature
Water, hills, sand, and stars on my adventure
New aquaintences and experiences to absorb
Remebering to accept lifes double-edged sword

A warrior is what one should be to survive
The cold chills of deaths seasons contrived
With reflexes and fearlessness are enemies crushed
Left behind to be rejoined with the dust

Blows leave marks on my body to be revealed
Scars remain on the outside never to be concealed
But serve me as reminders to stay on my guard
Gaining skill from the fatal mistakes learned thus far

Life's too short for anger and drama to seize my day
Drained life and time is too high of a price to pay
Or wallowing in sorrow but there is need of a release
Emotions to burst out or flow with grace and ease

My mind swirls violently with intense thoughts constantly
Conjuring up ideas and dreams unrealized persistanly
Approaching battles with focus and even temperment
Till the rage is no longer containable and must be vent

Then the moment comes when I can breath again
Fury is silenced with a sudden hault to this whirlwind
Again I can continue down this journey's peaceful path
Escaping torments of memories from wars cunning wrath

Gazing at the scenery around me as I travel through places
With a heavy heart but determined to dwell on the happy traces
Until the next callous enemy draws near to me with ill intent
I willl smile living life thoroughly till my heart is content

Any moment could be my last so I look for things to savor
I live by a code of honor and loyalty, never forgetting my armor
Seeking out knowledge,truth and love on this quest I never sway
Alert and stealthy I drudge down the road to live for yet another day