Psychopath and Narcissist Survivors Support Group

Creme · Joined: 24 Nov 2007 Posts: 19

She is rain bouncing off a tin roof
swallowing peace and quiet
assaulting the senses
until doubtful redemption
becomes a religious fanatic
that any weekend would ignore
leaning back in the dentist chair
i take it without anesthesia
the bloody time she evokes
while smiling pleasantly
until you think the snow will
have gone by tomorrow
she counts innumerable
similar meanings
stealing china,
silverware,
you name it
even
oil companies cower...
the
emphasis on
very high maintenance
she recites darkness
like a passionate child
every line calculated
manipulative
she cannot give
what she's never known
you wonder
where it's all going to end
charging him a small fortune

oh
how I wish it were material debt
this demon would drain
the life from Jesus
you can't build
a future with chaos
fascinated by her
sill-twitching corpse
I watch him turn white
betting every nickel he's earned
slowly
sublimitally
she puts their house on the market
cursing and gambling family
until we're all
devoid of life and hope
she regrets nothing
a class act
disguising bitterness with promises
she'll never keep or know

you can taste the garlic
she breathes down
each serene perspective
it's her way...
he buries feelings in the yard
like an unloved dog who
thinks himself happy
he has compromised
his quaint ways
no longer finding humor
he straightens his tie
before opening the door
to remind her of his sacred oath
dying a little more inside
everyday
his much abused
credit card proving
resilient...in a pathetic way

he is drunk,
tomorrow,
he may be sober
although the cost
of humiliation
manifested by her
raised brow and sideways glances
may knock him to
the other side of the road, where
darkness comes and goes
gasping for air…

she stands over him, screaming
a high pitched ear breaking
noise
tapping her foot
looking at his watch...
holding his much
needed oxygen while
tightening the noose
until he suffocates,
between her breasts

she is a man eater
who cares more about results
then feelings
this is his job for life…
he's embarrassed while
tragically
being eaten alive