here are some things i wrote about my ex when i was 16
"you narcissistic terrorist
destroying the innocence of my life
ever since i met you,
tears have been flowing-
tears of pain, tears of sorrow, tears of strife
I looked into your eyes
The source of my demise
your manipulation and games
have made me an inane child
you tore away my dreams
i feel like a slave to a master
like i sit quietly at your feet
inside i scream-
but the master doesnt even know i exist
much less that my eyes are green"
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"why i love you
its a mystery
you're the masked man
i'm your groupie
your #1 and only fan
i talk about you constantly
you're always on my mind
memories of you cloud my head
and distort my vision
others look at my purple bruise
in the shape of a perfect circle
and into my teary eyes
and they ask me what i see in you
i look to the floor
the clock is ticking
my mouth is silent
-no answer
i cannot explain nor understand
the mysteries of love
and i look into the mirror
at my tear filled face
and ask my heart why it's so ignorant"

